16 / 8 / 2013

理发师是我的理想
我知道你不给我去那里的原因
我有顾虑到你的感受 , 但是我真的很想做理发师
我不得不拿自己的理想去赌
我也不可能以后出来了不做工 等你养

或许你还不了解我
我做人有原则 不要把我看到好像别的女生那样
我跟他们不一样 !

我做什么都会顾别人的感受 ,
尤其是你的感受 黄贵月 !!
你对我来说真的很重要
每次你把我推开真的很心痛
当你说分手时我的心痛到好像很多刀插进去
我真的不能失去你
从来没有人这样对我 ,没有人这样疼我

老公 答应我 不要想太多
我没有想过离开 我最怕就是你离开
你放心 我会证明给你看的

给我的他

最近发生了很多事 让我真的很不开心
当然你也不好受 每次都不开心
我只想跟你说

老公 ,
累了就休息 不要一直让自己累
我知道这段日子你很辛苦 很痛
我看着你这样可是帮不到你 我是真的很不开心
其实我是很不开心 可是我每次都跟你说没关系
因为我不想你再因为我而烦恼
每次你不开心我是很心痛
有时我真的很想哭 可是我知道我不能哭
不管怎样我都要比你坚强
我要把你从不开心里带出来
我要你做最原本的自己
不要再为了她 不开心 了

老公 我爱你 ♡

10/08/2013

我们在一起的一个月
老公 一个月快乐♡

今天你又心情不好 因为你想到了她
我很心痛 我真的很心痛
你每次都会因为她而不开心
你知道吗 每次看到你这样我真的很想紧紧的抱着你哭
你给我的感觉是你一直在把我推开
一直要把我推得远远的 可以不要把我推开吗

说实话我是真的很怕失去你 失去你了我真的不知道该怎么办
你知道你是第一个真的关心我 真的让我觉得原来在人家眼里我也很重要的
我找到了我要的 你给到我要的
我知道这段时间会很辛苦 因为我们之间还有她的存在
可是对我来说没有影响 对你却有很大的影响
我这段时间一直努力让你开心 不让你再想起她
我虽然有时会痛 但是想到是要帮你 那些痛不算什么

我要的不多 只要你快点振作起来
不要再留在过去了 哪里已经不属于你了
老公 加油 !
我会陪着你的

9/8/2013

i know until now you haven forget about her
but i dont care about it
i just want to accompany you
dont tell me say you want alone to face it
dont tell me you dont want to hurt me
and also dont tell me wait you really forget about her just come back again
NO ! i dont allow you do like that ..
i know if this time i let you go
next time would not have this chance anymore
sorry dear
dont blame me why i so barbarous , capricious
 i just selfish want you stay by my side
i wont let you go , dont ever try to leave me

6/8/2013

i feel afraid
just because i feel you start go away far from me
 i try hard to let you always stay by my side

5/8/2013
we argue , just because of a girl
sorry dear .. i gave you trouble again
and sorry i make you sad again

every time you sad or not in mood
i feel heart pain .. i dont know what else can i do to you
but i always try hard to make you happy..
no matter how i will always by your side
i will accompany you emancipate urself from your past

girl , you are right
he not a mature man
he really like to act like a spoiled child
so ? i have my way to take care him and love him

my another new life

i don't regret my past ,

i just regret the time i wasted with the wrong person ..

but now all already past ..

never care it anymore .

07/10/2013 

i started my new life
i met my boy 

our age was difference between 8 years 

but that never become the problem between us 

between us have honest , believe and care 

when i meet you in my life i felt very happy , i remembered 1 time because of small happen but make you very angry . just because i feel sad when my ex boyfriend treat me bad after break , but on the time i just felt for you i very important , this is the 1st time i got this kind of feeling . thanks dear 

sometimes you easily get jealous when got people bully me , you always by my sides .

yesterday (1/8/2013) you was not very happy , just because of your ex girlfriend treat you bad , although i feel heart pain but i also try my best to accompany you and make you happy . for me you are important .

we already 1 week more never meet ,sad :'(  today i very happy because meet you again . 

wow ! today i was brave , haha ! this is the 1st time initiative to kiss you . shy shy XD
no matter how i hope we will couple till the target that we want , although we are lessbian .